don’t blame it on the crown royal, Don’t know if you talking to any body, But it’s kinda crazy you seem to always be there in my Life but we never took it pass a friendship even when we start talking I wanted to, And its crazy how attractive you are to me, I can’t believe I never try to put the moves on you, I really cherish are friendship even when things seem to get crazy I have and living a hecked life but that I can say things are coming together as you was in school talking care of your shit, I was doing the same as you got that degree a lift off your shoulders that Light to a new beginning I been going through things that when things seem so dark and just wanted to give up even some times ending it all, I couldnt take it as that I thought but my actions and my faith pulled me through and now I can see there is and I can see light at the end of my tunnel. seeing results things is starting to pay off. Wit that saying I would like to not rush nothing I know its been a long time, But start being there in your Life rather then just a person who is in your life, I know we still got alot of talking catching up to do, been a while but wit everything comming together able to support my self even if want to think of kids I can be able to make that choice all since why I aint have non yet due to I aint pickey but, It really takes a special woman that I would even want to be serious wit. And you the serious type. and you grown so much and I love your youth. You are responsible but that you still have the heart of a child. U can make a doll room Live. In other words I’m digging you still as did back then, Once things get right right which aint long at all. matter of days, I out to be your Man : o ) man or not, U know you a keeper, the wifey type. atleast thats how I see U. But at the same time I kept part as for you as it was for me. TAKES FOCUS. really aint got time for relations. But things have changed.

just think about it, But just to let you know I do believe in soul mates, Folks put in your life for a purpose, I know you so while even if never knowing you at all. U do remind me so much of my self. I know i can be mean some times. I do flip. U and I know life is stressful if you let it get to you. Turn my self over to God, I have no worries nor is stress. yeah i smoke and drink but a, Who can only judge? But really God is doing some amazing things in my life i really can’t explain. ITs crazy if trying to explain, but that I see so clearly. As in I want to be there, But I can’t be half an half. Mind on something and trying to do another. When my job is done, Then I can focus on relations, All I know things I been through no one in there right mind would go through. But because I went through the worse even looked at as the worse, all will show greatness, and I will retire a young black male. But that I see and that through my experiances. That its all are nothing. if you aint putting your all in something you will fail, and there will be no progress in Life. That i had to put my all even when out there homeless. STruggling, head to the sky, and a friend who I knew I could talk to and who would never judge me only be concern about me. I knew you was facing your own battles. that I was to. And I couldnt do for you, Knowing you couldnt do for me. We was broke. But we were surviving. But that only build and all manifest who you and I are. IT makes us stronger. In that what been through knowing the hard times. Really all shows can’t nothing stop you but your self. success is not in the hands of others who tell you that your great. But the self confidence that you strive your passion makes you that great. I know its out the blue but know my words are true. AS a friend dreams of lover, I have so much love for you. Even wit a conversation meant the world to me. Even when not knowing some times it was your words that kept me pushing.Like a ghost only to reappear. This time God willing I be around wit you many more years. Like a split personality many people grown to notice me. That to People who witness my word my ghetto gospel. how crazy it may sound. not wanting to be but all that came to be known. Anti Christ. Strange gift the ablity to be able to read people like a book. What they show the image they give, Able to see right through them as if glass. Like a Mind Reader. seeing future events, A gift I was bless wit, but not all I tell due to I dont want others to treat me no different nor want to be treated as a curcus act. U know how u get those who test you. Then even after proof they are amazed and want to see more. Family knows they accept and treat me no different. Like to day when at the drive through i heard the womans voice. I’m like yo i bet you she cute, she light skin and she has long hair. They like yeah right going off just her voice. I was like i bet you a dollar. cuzz was like cool pulled up to the window just as I said. When i heard her voice, it was like an image of her face pop in my mind. and I was able to see. as they say Lord is all knowing. So I do have a very spiritual tattoo that may confuse are have others judge, but that i do not care what people think. I know my gift. I know a curse. But as that I do how evil and bad people try and make me out to be. I know in God’s eyes I am all good. Its the way people treat me all reasons I act out. meaning you have to do something to me to piss me off. Its not just my nature to get mad. as I can say the same is for you. But I tell you how I am and tell me if you are the same just 5 things.

1: I can tend to keep things bottle in side, I really dont express my self until one push me to that limit.

2: I can be to nice some times were people tend to take avantage,

3; I have had succidle thoughts

4: I can sleep wit any woman as you can any man but one who does not feed my mind, can see my spirit, will never have control over my Body. IN OTHER WORDS MEANS BEING FAITHFUL.

5: I had real bad acne when I was growing up. real bad had to go to doctors, I hated staring at my face, I thought I was not handsome at all. I felt out of place. I still had friends, but self feeling I was not happy. I grew up and like a seed I bloom. Like a butterfly showed a beauty. Thats whats manifestation is all about. Growth, Change, and accpetance, not of others. only who you are.

When things get right I will holla.

But until then just take this deep thought, and see if it matches Heart 2 Heart

Gone

Thingz she told me atleast I know she really loves me, Things she done for me I know she really loves me, Things she will continue to do I know she loves me.

CAn’t ask for nothing more, WE dont fight, then again she is not confused. She knows what she wants. And she Got me.

King SATAN
Queen Mikki.

Life just got Better 4 me.

I got my salvation; NOT A THEORY

PROVEN.

ALL REAL.

GONE
SO FAR OUT OF HERE I’M MOON WALKING IN SPACE.

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